So hey!

I'm amazed at people who are in love. It's so beautiful. They're so beautiful.

A story plot...I haven't thought of it for a long time.

I have nothing else I'm good at.

I have so many things that I think is unfair but I know something good will come out of it. I've read too many stories to know that fact.

You have to divert your thoughts. Don't think about yourself too much. Think about ideas. Yes, ideas.

What happened to the cheerful me? The me who wanted to build a house in the mountains of Norway.

I'm thinking of a story plot and I think it's really good but based on stories I've read, if I present that story idea to publishers, they're sure to reject it.

I want to write it here but yeah, I'm worried if someone will see it and  take the idea. I'll be so damn furious if that happens.

You know, that one time I wrote a whole story and suddenly the computer shut down by itself. I cried right then and there and shouted like a madman in front of my family, you know? I just lost control.

But I'm glad I had that moment at least once. It's like, something writers have in common.

Sure, I want to be a writer. And I will, at least, make this dream a reality.