Mitsuketazo!

I found it, how I want to live my life.

Earlier I watched the death of Jiraiya's scene. And it was so damn inspiring. I curled into a ball, crying watching that scene.

But some of his words can be taken into consideration.

Then another thought popped up in my head. Is there any stories like this among Islamic tokoh?

Of course there is! I just have to search for it.

And maybe my way of life can be a little bit guided.

Your thoughts alone is not enough, do you know? There are rules and you have to follow those rules. That's why I was admitted into MRSM KoPu for 5 years. To understand this.

So how I want to live my life? I told you earlier that I want to write books right? That's why The Tale of the Gallant Jiraiya inspired me so much.

I also want to travel around writing books. And become great at whatever I'm doing. If you ask me what my life goal is, I think it's close to that.

I just want my life to be more meaningful. It's just that, I've been thinking, what if I suddenly dies? Then what is it that I have done? What kind of revolution have I led? How many lives have I changed? How many people have I helped?

I don't know.

And Al-Quran.

I really want to master it but look at what I'm doing.

The devils are all laughing at the state I am in now. It's like I'm chained up by them, and I so want to free myself. But they gave me a rock with patterns on it and I got distracted.

Ah, by the way, do you want to know what Jiraiya's words are?

"It's not how a shinobi lives. It's how a shinobi dies. It's not about what you're doing while living, it's about what you've done before you die."

And damn, the moment Naruto felt a tap on his shoulder was a total tear-jerker. It made me think how will I feel if I lost someone dear to me.

Okay that's all. Bye!