Fear

There was something I've been itching to write about but I forgot about it already.

I've been given a quite an impossible task, but not that impossible. What makes it impossible is that it needs evidence. It's like, I'm going to present it in a court. Hey teachers, do you know that the best informations are usually retrieved from a kedai kopi?

It's midnight.

I want to eat breakfast tomorrow. But I also want to sleep. awh.

Oh! I felt scared, like really scared and now I'm going to write about it.

So I had to cross a big field alone at night, and it was very dark but it wasn't late yet. I had my torchlight on but somehow, I accidentally blocked the light with my finger (due to my extreme fear and paranoia) and it looked as if there was someone behind me. It looked like there was a head.

But that was impossible since the source of light is in front of me, not behind me, and I could not see anyone standing in front of my torchlight.

I did not realize that and I was extremely confused. I was like "Should I be scared or not. It's impossible, right? But what if there is something?" I could not make any decision. My leg moved for a second then stopped for another second and moved again then stopped again. I could not feel anything, I was only focused on the shadow (THAT WAS MADE BY MY OWN FINGER)

and when I realized it was my finger, it's like all the adrenaline is absorbed back in seconds. And it left a feeling of 'lenguh' in my legs. What do you call it? Lembik lutut? You feel extreme fatigue in your legs and dropped to your knee. If I did not control myself, that is possible.

So yeah, that's my story of how I got extremely scared!