Persuading myself.

I would like my husband to not like anime too.

But he should understand. He doesn't like it, but he understands me and respects what I like.

Just imagine if he's also an anime lover, that means, we would be equally weird and what if one day we do weird things together. Like, there's nobody to stop us. We only have each other and we're not even thinking correctly, like who will stop us at that time?

And the result is, we would be shunned in society. I DO NOT WANT THAT.

If I'm weird, my husband should be normal. If I'm normal, my husband should be weird. That's what I think.

It may look like I'm depending on my husband. Well, yes.

So I've been thinking and it looks like my ramblings here are useless after all. What to do, I'm not that useful in real life as well. But I'll try to change it. Seriously. I don't want to stay the same forever. Though it doesn't sound convincing. Hmm, It's not necessary to convince other people anyway. I only have to convince myself.

Please, I want to change. I want to be better. I will be better.