hoho

I feel so satisfied today. There's not much chores to be done and I got to relax all I want, alone.

But there are times I feel so lonely, so I watch creepy videos on youtube so I don't feel so alone. Yes, I took that suggestion seriously.

And now I'm listening to Taemin's ballad songs. I like his voice. It's like a lullaby.

I should give up on my crush. Not that I've been making any effort. It's just, maybe it's time to really move on. But maybe I want to meet him just one last time before moving on. Because I know, when I meet him, he'll still be the way he was and I'll be disappointed, as always, and then I can move on.