Wednesday, 2 June 2021

A dream I had

 Wow, 3 posts in one night? 

I just remembered about this dream I had.

So in that dream, it was Yuta. I forgot if he was my friend or my boyfriend (heheh) but he was very close to me.

I dreamt that I got into trouble at school. We were wearing white uniforms so it was probably in secondary school. I was kinda like imprisoned somewhere and the only way to get out was if someone bailed me out. And the teacher had already prepared some tricks and puzzles to solve for the person who are willing to bail me out. 

And Yuta, without hesitation, as if it was natural, offered himself to be that person. His expression never showed that it was troubling for him to be involved with me. In that dream too, Yuta was a student who doesn't have good grades. cos all we do together is play around. So it was almost impossible for him to solve the puzzle that the teacher prepared. 

But he did it anyway. With so much difficulties and thinking. But not once did he give up. The bailing process was held in a classroom and I was at the back of the classroom. I was not allowed to move from my place. And Yuta was solving the problems in the same classroom. I still remember him looking back at me from time to time to see how I was doing. He was truly worried for me. Well, he was also asking for answers from me because I'm smarter than him haahah at least academically. 

Each time he solved a question/puzzle he will ask the teacher "Can she go now?" but the teacher kept on giving him puzzles to solve. I was worried. I was truly afraid that he would leave me because the puzzles were too much for him. And what good would it bring him to be associated with someone who broke the rules? I deserved the punishment. I knew it. But he stayed by my side anyway and as I already mentioned earlier, as if it was natural. He never said it but his expression when he came to help me was as if he was saying "If you got in trouble then it's natural for me to get you out of it."

That's why towards the end of the dream, I said "Because...for the first time in my life, I feel like I won't have to do things alone."

He was my closest aide in that dream. Though it was just something I created from my imagination.

And I had the dream when I was being quarantined for going home without permission. So it's obvious where the plot came from. I also came to know what I really wanted in a friend through that whole ordeal.

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