hi

so hey, it's me here.

Now it is noon, and it's very windy outside, maybe it'll rain later. The weather is good, I like it this way, which is why I can't sleep. If I sleep, it feels like I'll be missing out on these rare peaceful moments. Where your roommate is sleeping, the room is quiet and you can write and express your feelings freely. You can be stupid, productive, lazy, smart. You can be everything and no one's gonna judge you. Except for Allah, of course.

You know outside my room, there's this big tree with a lot of leaves. And I think they're always beautiful no matter the weather. When it's dark, they'll just be there, obstructing the light and when it's sunny, they'll be reflecting the lights beautifully and when it's windy, the way they move along to the wind is so enchanting (makes me feel like I'm living in a fairy tale) and! when it's raining, the leaves will shine, because of the water on them. It's just so beautiful.

In Matriculation, the view outside my window is of the beautiful sky. It glows differently every evening at sunset. At morning? The sun rose the other way so I couldn't really see. I had fun watching the painting of the sky, so many colours... purple, red, pink, yellow, orange. Every color is beautiful. Even those gray skies or even just plain white clouds. And the blue sky of course.

And these made me love the sky. I never cared about the trees and their beauty. I know that every creation of Allah is beautiful but I just didn't take any time to appreciate it.

Then I moved here and the only view outside my window is just this big tree. With a lot of leaves. Day by day, I started noticing its beauty. And I'm glad I'm able to enjoy it now.

Sure, I felt disappointed that I can no longer take pictures of the stunning sky but now, I feel more peaceful looking at the greens.

Do you know that I don't really like the color green? Maybe I can start liking it more now.