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What did I want to talk about? Hmm, forgot already.

Maybe about those people that complains too much. It's nice enough that people are giving them advices, now they want to criticize on that? You're being too ungrateful.

Maybe they're mad at those people who say things nonchalantly. That must be it. Those kind of people aggravates me, sure. They talk without  even caring about our feelings, so the real question comes in, why do we even care?

I mean, let them run their mouths however they want. You control what goes into your mind.

And one more, it is okay to deviate from your usual path. Maybe you need it to find your purpose in life. For me, I can't pinpoint what my purpose in life is. There are the textbook answers which every Muslim knows, I'm sure. Okay, maybe not all but mostly.

Maybe I want to live because, Allah Gave me a chance to live. So, why not make the most out of it. And while living, I don't want to live a meaningless life. Which is why I want to connect to more people, and help more people. Maybe I'm hoping that they won't forget me even when I'm gone.

And life is beautiful. Come on, seriously, if we live because of ourselves, life is quite dull. But when we live for the life's beauty, I can ensure you that you won't want to die. This is where balance is important because you can't love life too much.

And to be honest, I do think living is harder than dying. Only because I'm still breathing. But once I'm dead, I'll think "Ah, living is a lot easier than dying."

The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence, right?