huh

I'm just not used to studying. And yet I chose Medicine.

I chose this because I thought there's a lot that I can learn from Medicine and it can help me in writing better books.

But I'm just so not used to studying like crazy, like how you're supposed to in studying Medicine. I don't know when and how to start. I mean, my friends already knew how to study, like making notes or watching Youtube videos, while me? I'm just barely getting by.

Doesn't mean I'll stop.