Trying my best to update every day. I don't know what's gotten into me when I should be studying.

I had something to write, but I forgot. Yeah, same old, same old.

Ah, I remembered!

I don't have any wanting to make small talks with someone nor I have the ability to. It's just, how do people even do that? Like, while walking back to hostel, you do that thing where you're being so friendly with someone you just met and are able to keep the talk going. I just can't.

And yes, I know I need that skill.

The reason I hate Kakashi and Sasuke.

It's just...sad. Looking at them. They think about others, but do they think of themselves? Yes, they're smart and usually comes with the best solution, but, please find happiness for yourself too. What are you doing punishing yourself with ridiculous punishments such as saying you don't deserve any friends or love. Like Jellal. hahah. That guy is funny.

Maybe I just hate guys who lies.

Jellal is different, okay? He's not being cool or trying to hide his emotions. He's just matured and is trying to make the best decision. He cries when he wants to, he fell in love and expresses his emotions just fine.

WHICH IS WHY I LIKE JELLAL!

What about Mystogan? Mystogan is busy being a king in Edolas so maybe I shouldn't bother him with my feelings.