Yo!

I should have written something last night but I figured that sleep is more important so...

I have nothing to write about now.

Currently I'm watching Goblin. Cheese in The Trap, I like the webtoon version more so I think there's no need for me to watch the tv drama adaptation. The casts are great but it seems like something is missing form the drama. I'm not sure what it is. Everyone looks so much better in the webtoon. And I think Jung's character is treated unfairly in the drama.

In the webtoon, he just did as he thought was right. He wanted to get back at people who he thought crossed the line because he thinks he's always the victim. It seemed like he loved Seol more in the webtoon but in the drama, it only looked as if he was trying to take advantage of Seol. This scene and that scene is contradicting each other and it gets confusing when you've read the webtoon.

I've already heard the rumor that the drama is too different from the webtoon and yes, I confirm that rumor. It's too different. Only the characters look the same. Good job for that!

With that, I end my entry today. Bye!

So hey!

I'm amazed at people who are in love. It's so beautiful. They're so beautiful.

A story plot...I haven't thought of it for a long time.

I have nothing else I'm good at.

I have so many things that I think is unfair but I know something good will come out of it. I've read too many stories to know that fact.

You have to divert your thoughts. Don't think about yourself too much. Think about ideas. Yes, ideas.

What happened to the cheerful me? The me who wanted to build a house in the mountains of Norway.

I'm thinking of a story plot and I think it's really good but based on stories I've read, if I present that story idea to publishers, they're sure to reject it.

I want to write it here but yeah, I'm worried if someone will see it and  take the idea. I'll be so damn furious if that happens.

You know, that one time I wrote a whole story and suddenly the computer shut down by itself. I cried right then and there and shouted like a madman in front of my family, you know? I just lost control.

But I'm glad I had that moment at least once. It's like, something writers have in common.

Sure, I want to be a writer. And I will, at least, make this dream a reality.

I don't have anything to say.

So I made a mistake. I shouldn't have treated this thing as my diary. Maybe I should erase that link I put there.

I'm just afraid that this blog will remain hidden forever. And once I'm dead, this blog will also be gone. Along with the thoughts written in it.

It's not that I'm looking forward to die, it's just that, I can't help thinking. What will happen to the world I left after I die?

Maybe I shouldn't think too much about it. It just indicates that I love the worldly life more.

But how can someone love the worldly life full of pain and lies when you can live peacefully and full of joy in heaven?

Of course, paradise. It's a bit difficult but not impossible. Think of it as an excellent exam results. You can struggle and cry for your exam, why don't you do the same for Jannah?

I'm not one to say because I'm lazy in chasing both. It's like I'm in the sure lane going to hell. But well, let's try our best, okay?

And wow, I'm hungry.